The GLAAD Wrap: Trailer for ‘Dolly Parton’s Heartstrings;’ HBO’s new drag series ‘We’re Here’ annnounced; new music from Frank Ocean, Rufus Wainwright, and more!
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Every week, The GLAAD Wrap brings you LGBTQ-related entertainment news highlights, fresh stuff to watch out for, and fun diversions to help you kick off the weekend.
1)Out actress and Ariana DeBose has been cast in Ryan Murphy’s Netflix adaptation of musical The Prom. The musical is the story of Emma, who’s school won’t let her take her girlfriend, Alyssa to prom, and is aided by Broadway actors. DeBose will play the role of Alyssa. tick tick… BOOM, another musical getting a Netflix adaptation directed by Lin Manuel Miranda, has announced its cast, which includes out actor Robin de Jesus, along with Andrew Garfield, Vanessa Hudgens, and Alexandra Shipp.
3)HBO has ordered unscripted series “We’re Here” which stars Drag Race alums Shangela, Bob the Drag Queen and Eureka O’Hara, as they travel to small towns across America and get residence ready for their own drag shows. It will debut this spring. In more TV news, the trailer for Dolly Parton’s Heartstrings was released on Tuesday. The episode based on the songs “Two Doors Down” stars out actors Andy Mientus and Michael Willett. The show premiers November 22 on Netlfix; watch the trailer below.
8) Drag star Pabllo Vittar released a new album 111 1, which is sung in English, Spanish, and Portuguese; listen to the album here. Out singer and rapper Frank Ocean has released a new song “In My Room,” which can be listened to here.
Creator of ‘She-Ra and the Princesses of Power’ Noelle Stevenson and actor Jacob Tobia on season four’s radical inclusion
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Tomorrow, the newest season of Netflix and Dreamworks’ She-Ra and the Princesses of Power will be released on the streaming platform. From out creator Noelle Stevenson, the show has continually been inclusive of LGBTQ characters and stories in its first three seasons and is only becoming more so. Season four sees the introduction of Double Trouble, a shapeshifter and thespian, who is non-binary and uses they/them pronouns, played by non-binary actor and author Jacob Tobia.
GLAAD had the chance to chat with Stevenson and Tobia about the queer history of She-Ra, Double Trouble, and the importance of queer and trans stories in kids’ and family programming.
GLAAD: Thank you both for taking the time! One of the reasons we at GLAAD are excited for people to watch this new season is Double Trouble. How did that character come about, Noelle from the perspective of the writers and animators? And Jacob, once you got into the performance?
Noelle Stevenson: For us, we were just really excited about this character and we were just having fun. In a character like this, it’s organic. You almost forget for a second that this isn’t something you see every day. It felt like exactly something that would fit in the tone of our world, this whole story. Double Trouble brought out so many incredible different kinds of stories for our other characters as well. And it’s so cool to see people respond to this character and be like “this is really important.” We’ve never really seen a character like this before. I’m so glad that people are responding to them already because we love this character so much and it’s so exciting to see them make their debut in the world.
Jacob Tobia: And there were moments when we were recording that I would forget that we weren’t just making really cool student film with a bunch of queers that I love, and that we were making something for DreamWorks and Netflix that can have a global reach. My brain couldn’t wrap around that because I’m not used to associating that level of queer and trans fun with these giant global enterprises. I didn’t emotionally get how this character was going to land for people until the day of New York Comic-Con when Double Trouble had a one-second appearance in the trailer and they were on the key art and everyone on Twitter was like, “who is this goblin lady?” And then She-Ra tweeted, “Oh, that’s Double Trouble. You’ll get to know more about them soon.” Then Twitter exploded with enby fans of the show being like “THEM,” in all caps “they, they, they” and “enby character, enby character, enby character,” people were just freaking out. Even just that we had used gender neutral pronouns for a character, period. Seeing everyone on Twitter, I had this thought, “oh, whoa. We are doing something cool.” I got to discover how cool it was with the She-Ra fandom. I got all emotional and I did not know what to do with myself. It was fabulous.
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GLAAD: That’s amazing. It was exciting to watch this season and seeing that Double Trouble is in almost every episode. They are integral to the plot. That’s huge in representation to have our stories be central and not sidelines. And that’s true with other characters in She-Ra as well – they are throughout the show. Was that a conscious decision when building this world to make queer people central?
NS: She-Ra has always been a very queer world and a very queer story. This is a world where almost all of your mains are women. What does that mean for gender? What does that mean for sexuality and this fantasy sci-fi planet? Why would our characters follow the “rules” of our world, the biases that we’ve built up in our world? What if we just started from the grounds that this is a world with a really rich tapestry of experiences and that includes sexuality, that includes gender. We can create a fantasy, a power fantasy and an escape fantasy, while still telling stories that feel real. That’s what we were trying to do with this whole world. And Double Trouble is the favorite character of so many people on this crew – we love this character. We were trying to find more places to put this character because they’re so much fun and they just really fit in so well in this world. It makes so much sense.
JT: On my end, coming into the She-Ra fam in season four as the show’s already established, I was blown away by how it felt. Especially, I remember we had a screening of the very first episode when it was ready. When I watched that, as a non-binary character in a fantasy world, I expected it to feel like a rainbow thread in an otherwise pretty bland tapestry. But I found that I was a rainbow thread just in already the most colorful, incredible, queer trans garment I could want. I blended right in, in so many ways and that for me is a pretty unique feeling in this industry. That’s such a testament to what you created, Noelle, and what the whole cast and crew have created is a place where I could just show up. [And Double Trouble’s] arrival in the world is like, of course, they’re just there. Duh. There’s something so profound about that.
Looks like Catra just gained a new best friend… Double Trouble makes their debut in an all new season of She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, coming to @NETFLIX tomorrow! #SheRapic.twitter.com/L2ogAkABCz
— She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (@DreamWorksSheRa) November 4, 2019
GLAAD: It’s notable [She-Ra], such a welcoming and inclusive show, is a kids’ and family show. How do both of you feel about this progress that’s being made in kids’ and family programming? How does She-Ra fit into this, and what do you foresee is the future for the genre?
NS: I think it’s a really important conversation to be having because I think that as creators, we’re responsible for the worlds that we’re creating and we do the best we can. But the conversation is bigger than what each individual show is doing, because every show that manages to make that kind of progress – that makes it their mission to represent people who haven’t traditionally been represented in these areas – they break ground for other shows that follow. The more people push for that representation, the more [there is], because executives and studios, they’re scared. So you have to show them that it’s worth it. And the best way to do that is to be like, “look, this other show did that and it was okay and the world didn’t end, can I please do something similar?” I think overall it’s something that creators should be looking to each other and holding each other to that higher standard.
JT: As someone who certainly consumed quite a number of [kid’s TV shows] in my childhood and, low-key in my adulthood as well, [I’m] struggling to figure out how to deem the shift. Even in the context of just Double Trouble’s character, ‘cause there is a way in which this character is a first and a historic step forward – that naming Double Trouble as explicitly and unabashedly non-binary and using they/them pronouns, is part of the fabric of the world.
There are ways in which queer coding has been in children and family programs for a really long time, and queer and trans kids like myself were able to see it and feel it. But there was this translucent or opaque lens placed in front of any queer or trans scene in kids’ shows by the industry, some kind of barrier that obfuscates or codes or puts them in subtext. And the thing that’s so cool about what She-Ra’s doing and what Steven Universe has done and what a bunch of different programs that done is that we’re finally lifting that lens and are actually just able to see queer and trans lives transparently in kids’ and family programming.
NS: Looking at the original She-Ra was incredibly inspirational to me. I didn’t grow up with it, but when I was first watching it, I was blown away by the queer subtext. One of the most influential voices on the original She-Ra is a lesbian, Erika Scheimer. She’s actually the daughter of Lou Scheimer, so she was involved with He-Man and She-Ra in a producer rol, but she also voiced a lot of the comedy characters. She reached out to me and I was just like, “Oh my God, this is so amazing.” I feel like I’m a part of something that’s been in the works for so long. I want to pay homage to the people who brought us this far and maybe weren’t able to use non-binary pronouns or make these relationships textual. There was so much material in the original She-Ra that inspired me. Netossa and Spinnerella were basically already a couple, in ’87. We’re sitting on the shoulders of giants.
GLAAD: For Jacob, this is your first big role, much like Double Trouble, as a thespian. What do you want next for roles when it comes to the broader scope of TV and non-binary representation in general?
JT: I had always said, “if I want to play a non-binary character on television, I’m going to have to make it myself.” I cannot tell you what a joy it is to be able to be so much lazier than that with this show. I am so grateful. Noelle did all of the hard work, the entire brilliant, She-Ra team did all the hard work, and had this impeccable character. In some ways I felt guilty. I was like, am I like allowed to feel this easy and fun and good as a non-binary performer in this industry? I’m so fortunate and so blessed and humbled and all that kind of stuff to be able to just step right in.
That being said, this isn’t the first thing I’ve auditioned for since I’ve been in Los Angeles, and I think there’s a reason why, as a non-binary performer, one of the first things I booked was animation. When you present as non-binary on camera, it’s a whole other barrier that we have to break through, and I say that specifically as a very clearly not androgynous non-binary person. I have facial hair, I have hair follicles over 75% of my body because I’m Arab-American, I wear lipstick, I look gender non-conforming, but I never look androgynous. So for me, I think there’s going to be an uphill battle to actually be able to be on screen in my gender and that’s gonna take a lot longer.
But the thing that’s so beautiful about She-Ra and about the gifts that I’ve been given to bring the character to life – it helps make that barrier easier to topple over. I think we need to be willing to show trans bodies across a spectrum of size, across the spectrum of beauty, across the spectrum of gender conforming versus being gender non-conforming, and across the spectrum of androgynous to not androgynous at all, but gender non-conforming. I want to see on TV what the actual like non-binary and queer and trans community looks like.
GLAAD: Just one quick thing before you go, as spoiler-free as you can, what was both of your favorite parts about working on She-Ra season four?
JT: I’ll go first, cause that’s probably a more expansive question for you than it was for me. Honestly, my favorite moments were when we were all giggling so much in the booth that we couldn’t get the recording done speedily. I feel like that was the peak of the joy of this process. Then also this past week. The non-binary, trans, and queer love that has just blossomed for this character is one of the cooler things I’ve ever had the opportunity to be a part of. It’s been consciousness altering. I’m just electric with it.
NS: Mine is a little less fun than Jacob’s, but I do want to talk about it a little bit. This was kind of a hard season to make for me and for the crew and because of that, we put a lot of our own feelings into this season. My favorite thing about this season is all of the characters are incredibly stressed out this season and have different sorts of meltdowns. That was very cathartic to explore as a storyteller, as a writer. I don’t think we get to see strong, powerful female characters break in a way that doesn’t diminish them as characters. It’s a hard industry to be in sometimes, there’s a lot of pressure. I think that in a lot of ways the show – this season especially – is a love letter to even when it’s hard, being able to express those feelings through the narrative and know that the characters are gonna pull through and be okay. This is a story about how, even when it’s hard, it’s always worth pushing through and getting back up again. And when you don’t feel like you can stand back up again on your own, relying on the strength of the people around you to stand back up again. So that’s one of the reasons why this season is really as close to my heart.
GLAAD: Thank you. That’s beautiful. Thank you both for taking the time to chat with us. Can’t wait for everyone else to experience this wonderful season!
The fourth season of She-Ra and the Princesses of Power will be released on Tuesday, November 5th on Netflix.
This interview has been edited and condensed for clarity.
Must See LGBTQ TV: ‘She-Ra and The Princesses of Power’ and ‘Let it Snow’ on Netflix, and premiere of ‘High School Musical: The Musical: The Series”
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On Tuesday, Netflix will released the fourth season of animated adventure series She-Ra and the Princesses of Power. In addition to including several queer characters in the ensemble, season four will introduce Double Trouble, a non-binary shapeshifter played by non-binary actor Jacob Tobia. She-Ra and the Princesses of Power: Tuesday on Netflix.
Holiday film Let it Snow will be released on Netflix this Friday. The film follows love stories of several teenagers in a snowy town including a queer love story between to women, played by non-binary actor Liv Hewson and bi actress Anna Akana. Let it Snow: Friday on Netflix.
Disney+’s upcoming series High School Musical: The Musical: The Series will air it’s premiere on ABC this Friday. The show follows a group of high school students staging a production of High School Musical. In it, the lead, Nini, has two moms and hopefully there will be LGBTQ students in the school as well. High School Musical: The Musical: The Series: Friday, 8pm on ABC.
Honoring the Resilience of the Transgender Community
As a transgender man working in social justice in the nation’s capital, Rodrigo Heng-Lehtinen knows visibility is more important now than ever.
“There’s a stereotype that trans people always knew they were trans since they were kids. That’s true for some of our community, but not everyone. Personally, I always knew that something didn’t fit, that something was off, but I didn’t know what, and the lack of visibility is a big part of that,” Heng-Lehtinen told HRC. “It took me meeting other trans masculine people to realize that’s who I was. Once I learned about transmasculinity, I immediately understood why I had been struggling for so long. That’s the power of visibility. We all need to see ourselves in the world around us.”
Heng-Lehtinen, the deputy executive director at the National Center for Transgender Equality, said the increased visibility of transgender people in the media “blows his mind.”
“When I was growing up, not only were there very few trans people on TV, but those few trans people were portrayed disrespectfully…I never dreamed we would see so many positive, complex portrayals of our community,” he said. “This progress is a testament to the power of activism. I’d like to see this continue. The best stories are inspired by the diversity of real life. There are still a ton of powerful trans stories out there waiting to be brought to life for audiences around the world.”
Allies could help raise those powerful stories by ensuring that all social justice issues are intersectional with transgender issues and that transgender people have a seat at the table.
With the epidemic of violence against transgender people, this allyship remains immensly important. More than 150 transgender people have been killed in the U.S. in recent years — most were Black transgender women and most were victims of gun violence.
We must not only say their names, but honor their memories with action. That’s why HRC recently launched a major expansion in the fight for transgender equality and justice, which will address the urgent needs of the transgender community, with specific attention to community members deeply impacted by racism, sexism and transphobia. This major effort will include a focus on economic empowerment; capacity-building programs; targeted task forces in communities hardest hit hard by the epidemic of anti-trans violence; and expanded public education campaigns.
“Fight for change … Vote for trans-affirming candidates that will improve policy so that trans people, especially Black transwomen, are protected,” Heng-Lehtinen said. “Support the decriminalization of sex work so people aren’t put in such dangerous situations. And donate to trans organizations, including local ones, fighting on the front lines to make everyone safe.”
Must-See LGBTQ TV: ‘Mrs. Fletcher’ and ‘Dickinson’ premieres and new seasons of ‘Queer Eye’ and ‘Atypical’
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New HBO comedy Mrs. Fletcher premieres this Sunday night. The show stars Kathryn Hahn as Eve Fletcher, a woman who has a sexual awakening after her son goes off to college. Another main character in the show is Margo, a woman who teaches creative writing to Eve and is also trans, played by Jen Richards, an out trans actress. Mrs. Fletcher: Sunday, 10:30pm on HBO.
The newest season of Queer Eye is out Friday on Netflix. Aptly titled Queer Eye: We’re in Japan!, the four episode special season follows the Fab Five (Bobby Berk, Karamo Brown, Tan France, Antoni Porowski, and Jonathan Van Ness) in Japan as they make over new “heroes” and take in the food and the culture of the new country. Queer Eye: We’re in Japan!: Friday, on Netflix.
Also on Netflix, the third season of dramedy Atypical will be released. The show follows Sam and his family, as he starts college living with Autism. Last season, Sam’s sister Casey started to develop a romance with another girl, Izzie, and that storyline will continue into the next season. Atypical: Friday on Netflix.
On Friday, Apple’s new streaming service Apple TV+, launches. With it, are several new series including Dickinson, a show following a young Emily Dickinson as she explories the constraints of society, gender, and family. The show also has teased a romance with Dickinson and another young woman to be a storyline this season. Dickinson: Friday, on Apple TV+
Must-See LGBTQ TV: ‘Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner’ and ‘Bojack Horseman’ on Netflix!
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Food docu-series Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner will be released this Wednesday on Netflix. The show follows chef David Change and different celebrity guests as they explore a new city, its culture, and its food. The guests include Kate McKinnon in Cambodia and Lena Waithe in Los Angeles. Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner: Wednesday, on Netflix.
Also on Netflix, the first half of the final season of BoJack Horseman will be released onto the streaming platform. The show continues to follow the titular faded star BoJack Horseman and the human and animal characters that surround him in Los Angeles. These include trusty sidekick Todd, currently TV’s only asexual character. BoJack Horseman: Friday on Netflix.
Convicted killer turns to TV show to prove he didn’t kill gay lover – but it backfires
An Australian man determined to prove he didn’t kill his gay lover 40 years ago turned to a popular TV show to help him prove his innocence. However, it didn’t go as he planned.
The murder took place in 1979. David Szach, then 19, had been living with his older lover, Adelaide lawyer Derrance Stevenson, 44, for three years. Sachs was found guilty of the crime.
During his trial, prosecutors used testimony provided by South Australia’s former chief forensic pathologist Colin Manock.
However, Manock had no formal qualifications as a pathologist and his evidence in other cases has been discredited.
Szach has always maintained his innocence. He appealed against the conviction but lost his appeal in 1980. Legal experts have said they believe Szach’s case should again be independently reviewed.
In prison, Szach declined to apply for parole as he said doing so would be an admission of his guilt. He spent 14 years in jail. Since being released he has continued to profess his innocence.
South Australia changed its law in 2013 and allowed convicted criminals to launch a second appeal if there is new evidence of a wrongful conviction.
A solicitor acting on Szach’s behalf says he intends to launch a second appeal at some point but he’s had trouble finding the funding. An application for funding assistance was turned down as Szach faces no more jail time for the crime.
Szach has developed Motor Neurone Disease and in his own words, doesn’t have “much time left.” While preparing to launch a formal appeal, he has turned to an Australian TV show, Debi Marshall Investigates, to look again at his alleged crime.
Its known Stevenson was killed at some point between June, 4-5, 1979. Other men are believed to have been at his home during this two-day period, besides Szach. Police originally charged an Italian man, alongside Szach, as an accessory to murder. However, the charges were later dropped and the man returned to Italy. No charges against anyone else were made.
Author Debi Marshall and NSW Police forensics detective Kris Illingsworth reviewed the case over 18 months. The results are revealed on the five-part series and accompanying podcast, Debi Marshall Investigates… Frozen Lies.
To Szach’s deep disappointment, in the show’s final episode, broadcast next week, they inform him on camera that they don’t believe he’s innocent. According to Adelaide Now, they go so far to tell him they believe he committed the murder and likely covered up the involvement of others.
Having served his time in prison and facing his likely death, Szach says he has no reason to lie.
“I did not kill Derrance Stevenson, I played no part whatsoever in his murder.
“That is your ending it’s not my ending,” he says as he walks off the set.
The episode is due to air in Australia Tuesday night (October, 22nd) on Foxtel.
Dawson’s Creek’s Kerr Smith Reflects on TV’s First Gay Kiss: WATCH
Dawson’s Creek’s Kerr Smith, now 47, sat down with the entertainment site TooFab and reflected on his character Jack McPhee’s history-making gay kiss during season 3 of the show 19 years ago.
“We were the first ones to do that,” said Smith. “It was a crazy experience back then but you’re right, look at every single show now, it’s pretty amazing. There’s always a gay storyline, or a lesbian storyline or whatever. I was talking to Casey [Cott, on Riverdale] and he’s playing pretty much the same character I played on Dawson’s.”
“I remember the day when Kevin Williamson came down to Wilmington, North Carolina, which was where we shot,” he added. “And he took me out, he said, ‘Kerr, let’s go get some coffee.’ I’m going, ‘Oh no, am I fired?’ And he throws this idea, ‘We want to go down a different avenue with Jack,’ and I go, ‘What does that mean?’”
Continued Smith: “Obviously, he always had the intention of making one of his characters gay, he was still in the closet at that point and every character in ‘Dawson’s Creek’ is an extension of Kevin Williamson. My storyline ended up being largely Greg Berlanti’s. It was an intense experience and I remember calling everybody that I respected and said, ‘Hey should I do this?’ Doing the first male-male kiss, I remember it was intense. Josh Jackson, I remember it was the only time he came into work when he didn’t have to work. I’m glad we did it and it was part of history.”
Bill O’Reilly Owned After Accusing Beto O’Rourke of Lying About Woman Working Four Jobs
Disgraced FOX News host Bill O’Reilly, fired in 2017 amid multiple sexual harassment lawsuits settled later for millions of dollars, was destroyed by Beto O’Rourke and other Twitter users on Tuesday night following the Democratic debate after accusing the former congressman of lying. At the debate, O’Rourke told a story about meeting a woman who was working four jobs and caring for a special needs child.
O’Reilly doubted the story, and made his views known, while live-tweeting the debate: “Beto says he met a woman working FOUR jobs. And raising a special needs child. I don’t believe him. Sorry.”
O’Rourke responded with a photo: “This is her. Her name is Gina. Her daughter’s name is Summer. The problem with our economy is she has to live in her car—while a disgraced TV host like you makes millions.”
Others had more to say:
Bill says he didn’t sexually harass anyone. Despite settling for $32 million. I don’t believe him. Sorry.
Hank Plante on how he channeled his fury into coverage of the early days of the AIDS crisis
5B, the documentary from Acadamy Award nominee Dan Krauss and winner Paul Haggis, tells the story of the first AIDS ward. Located at San Francisco General Hospital, the story is told through the eyes of the medical professionals and volunteers who worked there.
As one of the first openly TV reporter in the Bay Area, Hank Plante reported almost daily on the AIDS crisis. Winner of six Emmy Awards, Plante has become a legend in his field partly by following his conscience: He felt a moral obligation to report on the epidemic ravaging his own community in the 1980s at a time when there was widespread ignorance about how HIV was spread and hatred aimed at the victims.
(Last year we reported on the importance of 5B before it had distribution. Acquired by Verizon Media, 5B hits cinemas this month.)
We caught up with Plante chat about his career, the movie and what it all means for the future.
So when was the first time you heard about, what at the time, was called GRID? Do you recall?
I remember. It was actually a few blocks from here. I was living in West Hollywood in 1981. Yesterday, June 5, 1981, Dr. Michael Gottlieb, who still practices here, wrote about five gaymen with unusual symptoms. Symptoms they should not have had. He published it in the CDC journal on June 5, 1981. I saw a guy I knew who was skin and bones. I remember it like it was yesterday. Then I saw more and more friends come down with the symptoms.
Did anyone suspect it was going to be the menace that it turned out to be?
Oh no. We all thought—and by “we” I mean reporters and doctors—we all thought it would be like toxic shock syndrome. It came and went and they got that under control quickly. We had no idea that it would become a pandemic.
Let the record show you were one of the first out-gay television reporters. Had you come out?
Oh yeah, I was out.
What blowback did you personally encounter covering this emerging tragedy?
The blowback came later. In the beginning, the stories I was doing were—they were science stories. The blowback actually came in San Francisco of all places. I worked for a very good TV station with very good managers who let me do what I wanted and cover it the way I wanted to cover it. This was daily in the mid-80s. But there were people inside the station—and somebody actually said this out loud at the station—there were people who thought if we covered it too much it would hurt our ratings.
Dear lord.
We actually had a guy who was in the PR department at the station said in a staff meeting “If you put gays on TV this much nobody is going to watch.” So there was that kind of blowback.
But having said that, it did not affect our coverage. Our bosses thought it was a compelling story and a public service. They let me cover it and do whatever I wanted. So is that blowback? I don’t know.
Did you ever feel that you might lose your job?
I did not. I wouldn’t have cared about it, to be honest with you. I mean, to me, I feel really fortunate to have covered it, weird as that sounds because it was a way for me to channel my grief and my anger into something. So it was more than just a story to me. We all felt really powerless. There were no drugs. I mean, there was AZT, but, you know…
It barely worked, didn’t work forever, and had deadly side effects.
And so it was just a chance for me to feel like I was doing something, which was night after night, telling people what’s the latest on the disease. How do you not get it? What drugs look promising? I felt like I was doing something. By the time I got to San Francisco, which was ground zero for the epidemic with more per capita cases than anywhere in the country. I got there in ‘85 and had honed my skills as a reporter enough, and was out enough so that I was just ready. I was ready.
So how did the film come to you? Did Dan [Krauss] and Paul [Haggis] reach out to you?
I got a call out of the blue when they started doing their research, maybe two years ago. They said they were doing this film on 5B which I knew very well and said: “Will you be in it?” And I said, “I’d love to do it.”
So what guidance, if any, did you offer them as someone who had already done extensive work on the subject?
Fortunately, I had kept a lot of my early AIDS stories. I had them transferred to DVD because tape, the medium of the time, disintegrates. And I had three discs at home because I knew at the time, it was something. I didn’t save every story. But there were significant stories that were important to me to have to show in my old folks home…
[Laughter]
…that I wanted to keep. So I was able to send them three discs that had a lot of my early stories on them. And you’ll appreciate this as a reporter: When you do a news story and you think it’s dead, you know, people read it and it goes away.
Yeah. That’s especially true now.
If it’s a really great story, they’ll praise you for a few months. I look back at my early work, and I’m really proud of it, but me and my husband are the only ones that remember it. So now to have the stories come back to life on the big screen, and to see it like this, or at Cannes, I’m so grateful. I thought it was gone.
And that underlines the public service element. People will look at it 200 years from now.
Yes, I hope.
So when you agreed to participate in the film were you nervous about revisiting that whole time in your life?
I had compartmentalized a lot of it, like a lot of gaymen my age. It’s interesting, there are two groups of people who will react very differently to this film. One is people your age who did not live through it. Then there are the others my age who didlive through it and put it out of our heads, otherwise, we’d just be crippled with PTSD. I started to get choked up a little bit when we were doing the interviews. So yeah, I had cut a lot of it out of my head.
There aren’t too many gaymen of that generation who lived to tell their story…
I lost most of my friends, yeah.
The few men of that generation I do know say the same.
Yeah.
For so many of us, our friends are our family, our support network. The idea that they would all be gone…?
There’s no substitute for people who “knew you when.” I have a lot of friends now, but very few of them knew me way back when we were all coming out together and making our way in the world, at least my gaymale friends. So it’s pretty sad.
I think a lot of people have a hard time understanding what the crisis was like at its worst when 5B was at its peak. What was it like to walk through the ward?
Many times it was very upbeat, believe it or not, because the nurses were upbeat. You had people like Rita Rocket [a cabaret entertainer] coming in and cheering people up. It was not as funerial as you might expect. And the patients were getting very good care. It wasn’t like going into a hospice which is a whole different deal. I went to plenty of those as well. It was very reverential experience. And when I would go there, they were helping me with my stories.
Sure.
I tried to say this in the film, but I don’t know that it came across. When you are working in daily news you get an assignment, kind of panic at the beginning of the day. You’ve gotta find people to interview. I gotta find someone with AIDS to interview, like now. I’m on the air at five, so like, now! And so I almost was unappreciative of what it was like to call these people and say, “Can you go on the air and talk about AIDS?” What I was really asking—Jesus Christ—was will you go on camera and talk about a deadly disease? And they would say yes, always, knowing that they don’t look well, or that they have lesions. Or that their co-workers or their family and their neighbors were going to see. Or that their landlords would see. And they would say yes because they wanted to help other people who were trying to deal with it. That’s why I say I was always appreciative when I would go into the ward or into apartments.
One thing particularly astonishing in the film is that Dr. Lorraine Day [an orthopedic surgeon who advocated mandatory HIV testing and the option of not treating AIDS patients] is very forthcoming about her reservations and about the criticism that she had for the ward, the way that the hospital staff conducted themselves. Did you ever interact with her?
A little bit, and with Dannemeyer [anti-gay congressman William Dannemeyer, who later married Day]. A little bit. You know, the film is really good with her. This is the mark of a good editor because when you first see her, she makes sense.
She doesn’t want to get splashed by blood, is that so unreasonable? Then you peel the onion more, and more and more and by the end of the film you know she’s a wack job. [In addition to her antigay animus, Day has advocated “holistic” treatment through diet for cancer and denied the Holocaust ever happened.]
She has nothing but contempt for these people.
Yes, that’s exactly right. Then when you finally learn the connection to the husband, who was really antigay, and that’s always what it was about. It was never about AIDS.
Later on, yes, it’s about something more. There’s this weird resentment.
And there are a lot of people like that. She represents a lot of people. I talk in the film about the guy who died of AIDS at a company in San Francisco. They took his desk out to the parking lot and burned. It was bad. Lots of people got kicked out of their apartments before it was illegal to do that and fired. Fired from their jobs.
It’s a testament to your ability as a reporter, the scene in the film from your archives of you interviewing insurance agents who are asking potential policyholders if they’ve ever been a hairdresser, or a choreographer, or a florist.
And that guy said to me, “Why didn’t they just ask if I could lip sync to Judy Garland?”
[Laughter]
Can you imagine sitting as a reporter and somebody says that?
How do you hold it together when something like that happens?
I loved it. I loved every second of it. Chasing the lawyer down the hallway…I loved it.
That’s the thrill of the job, but at the same time, it’s like this is where we are!?
I just take great joy in putting on camera and letting people see where we are. My job wasn’t to react to it, my job was to facilitate. I loved it so much. And the [man in question] won his case.
It’s also a good argument for universal healthcare. So when you’re going back through all of this, you talk about compartmentalizing all the pain. Is that how you carry it day to day, for you as a person? How do you live with that?
I feel like I made a difference. I don’t know how to answer that without sounding arrogant. I felt like I made a difference. I’m proud of the work that I did, and I did it for my friends who aren’t here. This was an opportunity. It was handed to me. I just happened to be a gay reporter in San Francisco. I don’t want to pretend to be altruistic. I wanted to work in that city. But yeah, I’m really proud of those years. It’s the best work I did in my life.
Does that help you deal with the anger?
Yeah, it did then and it does now. Absolutely.
So reliving it all, what catharsis did you find? Because when you relive something like that, you don’t just confront the people you lost, you confront yourself—who you were, the choices you made. What did you learn about yourself?
Wow.
[Long pause]
I learned I could do the job and put my emotions over here, and go on TV and report what was happening and not cry or say “f*ck you,” which was on my mind. I could cover people like Reagan, and interview his health secretary who was doing nothing at the time. I could really focus and use all that anger. Anger is a good motivator. I could use that anger to kind of let people at home know how absolutely terrible [the Reagan administration] was for their inaction. I liked confronting people on camera. I felt like I was standing up for my brothers and sisters. I really did.
But I couldn’t say that. I couldn’t go on TV and say “This is for you.” But that was in my heart, and I think they got it.
People are grateful.
It’s the proudest work that I’ve done. And believe me, I’ve been blessed with a lot of stories. I’ve been to the Oval Office and on Presidential planes, but nothing tops [my AIDS reporting] because it was so personal for me, and because I think I made a difference. I honest to God believe we saved lives. Reagan was silent for six years. He didn’t say the word (AIDS) for six years.
And I was in the room when he said it for the first time in 1987, I made a note in my reporter’s book that 21,000 people had already died. Contrast that with what was going on in San Francisco for those six years, going on TV every night and saying “Don’t share needles. Don’t have sex without a condom. It’s spread by blood, not by mosquitos. Not by kissing.” Just telling people how to not get it—and by “we” I mean all of us—we saved lives.
This film is about the nurses. They’re the heroes. I hope people remember, they were doing this when people didn’t know how the disease was spread. They didn’t know if they were passing it to their kids, to their lovers. They just knew intuitively how to respond with skill, love, and compassion.