Open Question: I think my ex girlfriend is lesbian , help?
Okay It might sound cheesy but its deeper than it looks. I left the girl after about 7 months dating because I think she is lesbian. she is short, she had the short hair, no make up , nothing , just sloppy pants and messy hair. . . To be honest before that relationship I didnt know about gays, lesbians. nothing, we use it every day when something bad goes down the road. But u dont expect it in reality… She had a friend also which came out to be a gay, I didnt know while with her, but I heard he is gay now, so I have been surrounded by gay people probably without noticing. and now when I saw two gays kissing at work, I went in the toilet and vomited ,its true. This thought came and doesnt go easily I have to make a peace with my mind. I feel disgusted all the time I think about it,and I think how did I fell for her in the begining. Why? Is there something wrong with me? I havent seen anything official till now that she is conected with a girl but I realized she always wanted to be with one of her friends , a girl. she was doing sleepovers and stuff. and I was her first boyfriend, no sex, special events still sloppy pants. I was in panic . I still feel ashamed of myself somehow . At least she could have told me , so I dont go where is no space for me. its selfish if she did something to prove the society or family . I feel like a weak and stupid man . who is not able to recognize things , and tries to be nice
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