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Open Question: HOCD OR IN DENIAL OF BEING LESBIAN.?
Teen worried about turning lesbian. Started when mom asked if I was gay, becuz I went up and bit her arm. I very mad because we’re very close and she’s even admitted that she would bit people when she.was young. Since then, been worried and little anxious that I could be gay. I have nothing against homosexuals. I just prefer Hetero lifestyle. Since I was young, I’ve always liked and fantasized about guys and never questioned my sexuality. I believe my family would accept me if I was gay, even though it wud be hard. I keep checking on the web to see if this is normal, and found i could be suffering from HOCD.I believe i have it, but i worry i could be in denial.Sometimes I watch porn and have felt aroused to lesb porn, but i also get aroused to other porn.I’ve taken many sexuality quizzes and all my results were Hetersexual. My mind constantly thinks I could be lesbian, which I don’t get nervous about anymore (it worries me that I don’t get nervous about that), but I do feel uncomfortable and feel the need to push it out of my head. Sometimes, I feel like the way I sit or talk is gay, and feel the need to change it. I don’t believe being a lesbian fits me, and if I happened to be with a girl, i would end up feeling more like friends than lovers.My family says I have a tendency to worry about stuff. Im nervous because I’m not as panicky like I use to be, and fear this is me accepting myself as a homosexual when i don’t want that.I wish I could go back to when I was boy crazy
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