Open Question: Gay Daydreaming ??
hello everyone ,
i do hope that anyone could help a bit in my situation , as the tittle said i’m having a homosexual daydreaming ( that i’m in a relationship with a guy ) during these daydreaming i feel happy ( i guess )
my problem is that i’m always thinking am i gay or not , my mind sometimes give me memories from my early childhood that i might be gay , i have been daydreaming since two years now , the first year i wasn’t daydreaming about homosexual stuff but in the this year all my day dreaming is a bout being strong and having a relationship with a guy , it’s really complicated cuz i’m tired from thinking if i’m gay or not ……
i’m in college now and i have no idea why my colleagues think that i’m gay !!! if even me myslef i don’t know if i am
one of my closest friends , we were talking about LGBT stuff and she told me : i will be honest with you and i think you are gay . cuz you keep giving me gay vibs !!!!
i can remember that i watched a gay porn when i was younger before daydreaming and i was watching but i didnt know what it was back then
religion is an issue to me not a big one but yet ,, cuz i do feel GOD and that my god don’t want this from me , i tried to forget these homosexual ideas and not daydreaming but eventually i daydream about it
important thing to mention that i only daydream in the WEEKEND but when i walk these thoughts comes to my mind unconscious
sorry for making too long but i hope someone could give me an advise
Thanks For Reading , not to be forgotten that i think to some extent i can recognize gay people by looking at them ( maybe cuz i’m always thinking about these ideas )
i was in a restaurant with friends and on the other table was another group and there is a guy on that table , i i can tell he is gay and he was looking at me as if he thinks i’m gay
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