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Open Question: Why does everyone hate me please i wanna die?
I dont have friends &my family hates me cause I m gay&fat. I ve tried being kind all my life to people but it doesnt work. Ive never had a relationship & Im 18, I tried killing myself when i was 14&15 but it didn t work. I ve always tried being a good person I dont steal, do drugs&alcohol, I try being nice to everyone but ALL THY DO IS MAKE FUN OF ME AND TORMENT ME. JUST CAUSE IM GAY AND FAT. Ikeep crying and ITS INESCAPABLE just two days ago some random man drove by me and screamed FAT ***** LOSE WEIGHT. I ve even been a vegetarian since late 2013 ITS NOT LIKE I M NOT TRYING. My mom calls me fat ****, gross, slob,useless, and beat me growing up and sometimes stil hits me.I ve never called my mom any names and i dont intentionally do things to make her feel bad and my dad well hes practically not there hes drunk 24/7 since i was 5yrs old.My siblings ignore me cause my mom treats them well. Its not like i was bad student, i even got a scholorship. I couldn t put it to use since i have to pay for it myself &dont make enough money to pay for the units required.I dont know why i exist people hate me cause I m disgusting, and i hate me too. Ive battled withthis my whole life. Should i just end it or have someone else do it?I dont have money for a therapist& Im serious when i say no one cares about and will notice if i die.My mom used to pray when i was a kid and ask god why she was cursed with having me.I tried lgbt sites but they wont help me cause im not attractive & skinny
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