Open Question: I am 14 very depressed I gender fluid and my dad is trans phobic i sm not allowed to see a counselor therapist what do i do?
Hi my name is Lexi I was born male I was always had trouble with gender when I was 5 I wondered why I could dress like a girl I realized I was weird and i hid it away when i was 12 I learned about transgender I though how nice it would be t0 be a girl for a bit. I hid that away too. Now I stated to want to be a girl aguin I always felt bad being in a male body I rather be a slightly masculine female tihan a very feminine male I want hormones but My dad is trans phobic coming out would be dangerous my dad already dose not like me I did not turn out how he wanted. He constantly cusses me out calls me stupid and a waste of space and other very offense things I don’t want to say. He takes my stuff all the time I felt like killing myself earlier this week and my friend had urged me to call a LGBT suicide hot line but before i could my dad took my phone. I ended up cutting myself that day. In the last hour I took his girl friends tablet so i could call using an app and get help that I needed I felt bad for taking it but she has caused problems too. She went looking for it and my dad found it in my room. I felt humiliated he cussed me out and said that I was being a b**ch and I said I wanted to leave I could not take it anymore he told me all my problems were fake. I don’t even call this place home anymore I want to leave but then i would be a runaway Mabey i could live with friends I can’t even see a school counselor since by law they are required to tell him what I said I am 14 very depressed I gender fluid and my dad is trans phobic i am not allowed to see a counselor therapist what do i do?
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