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Open Question: Im a 15 year old girl and think i turned myself bisexual or am going through a bisexual phase, advice?
So I m 15 and a 10th grader and my parents are homophobic so while growing up I was taught to be homophobic and ended up being scared of all lgbt members. As child I would always wish to be in love so would always have crushes on what I thought were the only option, boys. I had three crushes on boys and two of them went pretty bad and ended in a period of depression from 4th grade to 6th grade, but in 7th grade, things started to change, I wasn t depressed anymore, discovered porn, yaoi manga, and at least believed, and still believe, I feel in love with my best friend, who was in fact a girl. One day during a hard time lf mine, me, her, and some freinds were talking and she was laughing, my heart skipped a beat and I started blushing and remembered thinking that she was really beautiful. It was like time stopped, like in the movies, nothing like that had happened with a guy before, instead my heart would just start beating for them, but with her it was different. I was confused but enjoyed liking her and then wished to be a lesbian but didn t feel like a lesbian. After a year or so I then decided I was bisexual. The only thing is that im not sure if I really am anymore. Maybe its just a phase and im still getting over my bad experiences with the two guys I had a crush on, and am using the idea that girls are an option to fall in love with to make me feel more at ease. Or maybe its the things I read in yaoi manga or saw in porn that changed my opinions on gender preferences. Or maybe its an act of rebellion against my parents (who I haven t told I am bisexual to by the way). And maybe my feeling for my friend weren t actually romantical. Maybe I turned myself bisexual because I wanted to be a lesbian but knew deep inside that I was straight. Ive been feeling this way for 3 years now though, if it is a phase will it stop soon? Can someone give me advise?
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